A bunch of random thoughts....
* I can't cope.
* I'm not good at people or communication. I don't even like showing a grin for social purposes or photographs, why do I always engage myself in those fields that involve lots of strangers and lots of empty smiles?
* I'm feeling cold... very cold. I feel the chill from the very depth of heart and I can't shake away the feeling.
* Can people stop asking me grammar problems or how to learn English? Do they know that I've got a life especially when I'm not a teacher? Do they know that they have to learn to be independent? And do they know that I'm not even good at that?
* I hate myself when I have to pretend Ms. Nice. I hate myself more when I feel guilty if I don't help. I understand that sense of helplessness. I just hope others won't feel the same.
* I'm not feeling well.
* I feel shitty.
* And helpless.
* Stop telling me to be positive! Those who are always positive are just being indifferent.
* I can't cope. That's too much.
posted by 燒米餅 @ 8/08/2008 05:06:00 pm
2 Comments:
Hi dear~ just read your latest post, hope that u feel better now~ =) Long to see u soon, and give u a big hug!! (it's unusual for me, right? just want to give u some support... add oil!)
Thanks fifi. I always feel gloomy now and then... just some seasonal grumble :)
Anyway, I feel better now as it's warmer.
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