Sleepless

My mind is exploding with worries about my applications and the possible future. The terrible thing is I've got an array of worries for both successful and unsuccessful applications and I keep generating 'what-ifs' situations and new worries... It's like an ever-splitting cell and I couldn't stop it!

I sometimes wonder why I put myself in such an unsecured situation while things can look so rosy for me at the moment.

In the meantime, I just want to forget everything and have a nice sleep.